I have taken a bit of a hiatus from writing this blog. The holidays came. I took 11 days off to write a literature review for my doctoral study and rest a bit. The past year has been intense. Running a business, raising a family, and going to school for a doctorate is not for the faint of hearts. But I push myself continually and work to obtain my highest of standards. With all of that though, sometimes a break is good.

Here we go again. Another judge issuing irrational decisions despite case after case justifying the contrary. So where is this one going, if you guessed, and guessed another attack on reproductive rights, you were correct. Any guesses on what state it is coming out of? If you said Texas, you would be correct again.

I have really struggled to get into the Christmas spirit this year. Maybe it is because of the stress that goes with it and the current stress I am feeling. Maybe it is because of the craziness of this year. Between the Dobbs decision and the current political environment, it has been one hell of a fight this year. But the more a reminisced the more I thought, maybe I have been in the spirit this entire year. On the front lines giving to our communities by fighting this fight. By speaking up and giving others a voice. Correcting misinformation, educating, and standing on this hill ready to protect it with all I have got. This year has been about forces bigger than me, but I have continued to fight through the pure exhaustion and atrocities that are occurring. That is a gift worth giving.

As many may know, I often say rules are meant to be broken. But when you create the rules, you have to follow the rules you created. Seems like an easy concept, but dang is it difficult sometimes. To protect the safety of our staff and clients, Healthfirst has strict testing guidelines for employees with respiratory illnesses. Especially right now! What once was just Coivd testing is now RSV and influenza as well.

The elephant in the room…crisis pregnancy centers. This is a really difficult topic for me to write about. We have shared a ton of information regarding them post Dobbs on social media. And they continue to pop up all over. Here to “save the world” and “help women facing unintended pregnancies.” They infuriate me, they frustrate me, and most of all they are harming people in our communities.

I do not know about anyone else, but I was raised with the work ethic that you go to work, unless something catastrophic occurs. And that is a mindset that has been engrained in me for years. But then this sneaky little pest called Covid showed up-and that mindset has been challenged. Cough, sniffles, congestion, fever, sore throat…. what do we do? Do you get tested? Do you wait a few days? Maybe a mask will suffice?

It is still winter here in Wisconsin and will be for another four to five months. But even in the snow and cold there are important lessons to learn. Everyone morning I drop my boys off at the before school program in Mosinee on my way to work. It is located within the elementary school, which is super convenient. As we walked up to the building this morning, I told the boys to be careful because it looked icy. When we got closer it was definitely icy. Right outside of the door was a large patch that had not been salted.

Reading through some paperwork this morning around Title X policies, and the language is driving me up the wall. Over and over, I see cultural competence this and cultural competence that. Cultural competence indicates an endpoint. It means that one can gain knowledge to master and be all knowing of a culture. That is not possible. Flat out and straight forward, you, I, and everyone in between cannot be competent in or a master of another’s culture. Cultural competence is nothing more than a cookie cutter approach that leads to stereotyping. But cultural humility, my friends, is where it is at!

As leaders, we are busy all of the time. There is always something going on and work to be done. If there isn’t we are not growing and thriving. However, that busyness often flows outside of the walls we normally work in, following us wherever we go. Now, some that are closest to me will laugh when they read this but finding balance between work and life is essential to maintaining yourself. I for one, have not quite found that balance and often find myself working and putting in time when I should not. But Healthfirst is thriving, and I cannot lose that momentum.

Good snowy morning from northern Wisconsin. The snow and slick roads this morning reminded me about one of the least favorite parts of my job-playing meteorologist. Now this is quite contradictory to my childhood years. I used to love watching the weather report by meteorologist Gary Cannalte out of the News 3 station in Madison. I was fascinated and intrigued and thought that someday I want to be a meteorologist too. So here I am, playing meteorologist-without any training. It is one of the most stressful things!